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[1]
"She just smiles because she knows,  that the world will never really understand her, but she doesn't mind; it doesn't matter. She's happy anyway."

[2]
I accepted reality. I may be emotional, but I'm not weak; it takes a strong person to have the COURAGE to cry. Please don't act like you care.

[3]
It's like once you've been hurt you're so scared to get attached again like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart Being lonely isn't the worst feeling; it's being forgotten by someone you can never forget.

[4]
She's got the eyes of innocence; the face of an angel. A personality of a dreamer & a smile that hides more pain than you can ever imagine.

[5]
It really kind of sucked to be close to someone for so long & then suddenly not be anything anymore. It felt good talking to him again.

[6]
I couldn't tell you why we are best friends, because you wouldn't understand. The explanation is full of too many inside jokes & made up words; it's full of too much care & too many tears, too many laughs & too many blonde moments. I don't think I will ever be able to give you a better reason, except she's always been there.

[7]
People are always talking about how hard it is to find a good man, but nowadays it's hard to even find a good person. It's so hard to just even find a person to talk to; someone who will just listen and not judge, someone who will just take you as you are.

[8]
And what she wants is actually pretty simple. Just a sticky note on her locker saying I love you, or a daisy he found that morning stuck to her books. Because the little things mean the most.

[9]
I must be a pretty good liar for you to honestly think that everything is alright...

[10]
She couldn't deny the fact that when his eyes met with hers, she weakend in her knees.

[11]
Sometimes... you just have to  R_U_N_A_W_A_Y Just to see who'll follow.

[12]
Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't , mean her heart doesn't cry.  And just because she comes off strong doesn't mean  there's nothing wrong.

[13]
I want to wear your baseball cap, sit next to you at the high school basketball games and have your arms wrapped around me, knowing that nothing could take away this feeling.

[14]
I know I'm not easy to understand I know I keep a lot inside, and I know I'm not the easiest person to read but thats okay, you know. Because even though there's a lot about me you'll never know, there's a hell alot more of me you can learn to love.

[15]
There are two kinds of people in this world; those who play hopscotch and sing in the shower, and others who don't know how to enjoy living.

[16]
Here in this town is a girl, a rags to riches kind of story, everyone knows her face, nobody knows her real name pa calls her 'lucky' and ma says 'shes a tramp' but I can bet you ten dollars every girl in this town would do just about anything to be just like her.

[17]
It's a good year for a murder she's praying to Jesus, she's pulling the trigger.

[18]
Somewhere between the little fights, the pointless talks and laughing for no reason, I fell in love.

[19]
She replays all her home videos From when she was 5... Because she misses the days When nothing mattered to her.

[20]
Picture you and me sexually. So sinfully that makes it heavenly. It`s not no movie RATED G. Sweetie, make me scream like it`s X times 3.

[21]
I don't think you're leaving, I think you're running and what I can't figure out is, are you running towards something you want? Or are you running from something you're afraid to want?

[22]
Dressed up with a fashion sense approach you & spit clever pick up lines. My name is whatever  you prefer, you said, "my friends call me insecure"

[23]
All a girl needs is a hand holding tight amazingly perfect NEVER letting go (Delicately forever)

[24]
And I know now what he wanted, he'd been hinting it all this time and I don't mean to scare you but I've wanted this for so long to have you forever and he kissed me and said, "this is the way we communicate, in the dark.

[25]
You call me a slut and a whore, but thats okay...if it makes you feel better to brag to your fiends about how you screwed this bitch, that’s fine… cause deep down you and I both know it was something special and as much as you wont admit that, I know its true.. cause when the lights go out and your friends aren’t there, the only real thing is you and me… so don’t forget that, cause believe me..you'll be sorry for the awful things you said about me when you realize that deep down youre just scared to admit what you really feel.

[26]
The difference between physical attraction and love is the ability to see the same person at their best and at their worst, still wanting and needing them the same as before.

[27]
Wish I could make everything better you deserve so much more but just remember this before you walk out that door that I'll always be here no matter what even when it seems all other doors are shut take my hand, don't leave my gaze I promise you that we'll make it out of this maze when all seems dark don't ever lose heart just trust in me and we'll make it, you'll see."

[28]
"I guess what scares me the most is not knowing how you feel."

[29]
You grabbed my hand and made me see what it could feel like and what it might be like. You wrote my name in the sand in this endless summer.

[30]
How can something so harmless become so deadly?

[31]
People are stupid; so just turn up the music.

[32]
Things don't go wrong and break your heart so that you can become bitter and give up. They happen to break you down and build you up, so that you can be all that you were intended to be.

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[1]
"So please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl, Who can get through everything. But inside I'm very fragile."

[2]
"There was a time when we used to say best friends.
When we used to tell each other everything.
When people would ask us if we were sisters.
When being friends wasn't so hard.
What happened between then and now?
because I look at you now and I realize, we've become strangers..."

[3]
"Death is not the loss in life; the greatest loss is what dies inside while we live."

[4]
"The nights are lonely the days are so sad and I just keep thinking about the love that we had and I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me."

[5]
"I think i'm finally getting used to the sucky days caused by you.
The fake smiles and "good times"
the glances over that now mean absolutely nothing.
How whenever I get that "1 New Text Message".
I'm always hoping it's you.
The plans that never really happen.
I think I'm finally getting used to likeing you and all that comes with it."

[6]
"Just a girl with her iPod too loud. Her best friend standing by her side. and the love of her life loving someone else."

[7]
"and you pulled me through my empty nights."

[8]
"Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit. You still had happy memories,  and you're always gonna miss them. Don't try to replace him, cause you won't. Just get through each day, and  eventually, it will get better. I promise. Eventually, someone will come into your life, and whether or  not you realize it, they are going to be something special to you. so don't throw yourself at every guy you see, trying to replace him, or at least dull the memories, cause you're only gonna make yourself see how hard he is to replace. Someone better will eventually come along."

[9]
"I believe in payback; letting people screw you over is just lazy and uncreative."

[10]
"Do you ever stop and think that maybe you should have said something? Maybe that one moment could have turned everything around, and maybe, just maybe, he'd be yours."

[11]
"Its like poker; what do you do when you have a crappy hand? Be safe and fold.. keep what you've got? Or do you go all in, hoping you'll fool them all ;in that case you win the pot. even if your poker face is terrible, remember: take the chance. you've got one shot before he re-deals. go with it."

[12]
"There's one thing i have to say so I'll be brave, you were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. I'm not sorry I met you, I'm not sorry it's over."

[13]
"We spend our lives searching for what we think we want never really knowing what we have."

[14]
"When autum comes it doesn't ask. It just walks in where it left you last, you never know when it starts until there's a fog inside the glass around."

[15]
"And the crowd all begins to sing; "sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same."

[16]
"You're not the one, but you're the only one who can make me feel like this.
You're not the one, but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit."

[17]
"If he's dumb enough to walk away be smart enough to let him go."

[18]
"I know you're not meant to be with me, I know we should just be friends, I know I should just try to move on, but that's never how this ends."

[19]
"She's the cliche teenage tragedy."

[20]
"I always fall for that one guy who is so out of reach, but close enough to make it hurt."

[21]
"I love you...too bad  you love her."

[22]
"Be who you want to be. Not what others want to see."

[23]
"Did you feel it change? I mean how many moments in life can you point to and say that's when it all changed."

[24]
"Make your move boy, before she's gone. Cause people change, and hearts move on. There's that occasional night where you just break down and cry, cause you know that no matter what, things will never be the same. You're not anyone special to me anymore, I'm used to this now, I've been hurt before. So leave me alone like you've always done because you have hurt me too much to be the right one. and now is when you start to realize who really matters; who never did; and who always will."

[25]
"Swirling clouds of mist trying to find my way out of here this maze is everchanging like the ocean's angry furor battering rams pierce my heart I'm pouring out my heart but you don't even notice."

[26]
"It's hard when people ask "What's wrong" ...and you don't have an answer because the truth is you don't know."

[27]
"She's afraid of light in the dark."

[28]
"It's easy to believe someone when they tell you exactly what you want to hear."

[29]
"I have not failed; I have just found 10,000 ways that don't work."

[30]
"Look between the line: read between the words because the most important things are left unsaid and unheard."

[31]
"The things we crave the most; are the things that destroy us the quickest."

[32]
"So you want a heart? You know how lucky you are not to have one?"

[33]
"What do you see when you look at me?"

[34]
"I've tripped again and things are starting to get interesting. Don't give me choices cause I can't decide. My mind is soaked in words, I've come to terms with all my insecurities."

[35]
"Happy endings are stories that haven't finished yet."

[36]
"Things will happen in your life that you can't stop, but that's no reason to shut out the world."

[37]
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, it empties today of its strength."

[38]
"You find a glimmer of happiness in this world, there's always someone who wants to destroy it."

[39]
"Write me some love letters, so I can keep every single one of them; and read them when I'm lonely."

[40]
"There are lots of fish in the sea; there's also sharks, seaweed, and toxic waste."

[41]
"You know that place between sleep and awake..the place where you can still remember dreaming...that's where I'll always love you; that's where I'll be waiting."

[42]
"I'm tired of feeling bad. I'd rather feel nothing. It's better, it's easier."

[43]
"Sometimes you can't believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too. Even in the dark, even when you're falling."

[44]
"I knew there were no gaurantees. No way of knowing what came next for me, for him, or anybody. Some things don't last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close. Hoping you still recognize the person you see there."

[45]
"Sometimes it's actually painful, you know, to be around you."

[46]
"People always say be yourself, but how can you do that if you don't even know who you are?"

[47]
"I'm cutting ties with all the jealous zombies, I need to feel your warm body on me. When the sun goes down and the shadows grow, just trust in us and forever know please keep holding on to me."

[48]
"WANTED:
One boy who will make my dreams come true.
One boy who will love me no matter what I do.
Someone that I hug, who won't break my heart.
Who will know how to treat me right from the start."

[49]
"My friends deal with this bullshit...but if I was one of them, I'd be done with me by now."

[50]
"You might've heard I run with a dangerous crowd. We ain't too pretty. We ain't too proud. We might be laughing a bit too loud, oh, but that never hurt no one."

[51]
"You've crossed the finish line, won the race, but lost your mind; was it worth it after all?"

[52]
"Even though it's different now, you're still here somehow. My heart won't let you go, and I need you to know I miss you."

[53]
"Thank-you; to those who hated me you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who love me you made my heart grow fonder. Thanks to those who envied me you made my selfesteem grow stronger. Thanks to those who cared you made me feel important. Thanks to those who entered my life you made me who I am  today. Thanks to those who left you showed me that nothing lasts forever. Thanks to those who stayed you showed me the true meaning of F R I E N D S H I P."

[54]
"How does it feel to know that you are the one that made me give up on love?"

[55]
"Sometimes the one you want, is the one your better off without."

[56]
"This is your life; right now. It doesn't wait for you to get back on  your feet."

[57]
"We're all looking for something to take away the pain."

[58]
"When you open your locker to find a death threat, don't be too alarmed. My best friend just found out you broke my heart."

[59]
"I'm always too late, you never got your story straight; I'm always up late, I think I'm everything you hate."

[60]
"Here I go again, I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today, but I'm standing at your doorway, I'm calling out your name because I can't move on."

[61]
"Today the sun shined down and I realized that maybe I can live without him. That maybe it's okay to let go."

[62]
"What made you decide to start talking to me again?  What made you think that it was okay for you  to try to come back into my life, when you hurt me so badly? Do you really think that I just got over it?  Because I didn't. Maybe you  should've thought've that before you  tried anything else."

[63]
"Maybe it was sadness not sunlight in your eyes."

[64]
"Life is like a 1,000 page book you want to quit half way through but then you realize you have a lot to look forward too."

[65]
"Without friends, no one would choose to live."

[66]
"You have enemies? ...GOOD...It means you have stood up for something once in your life."

[67]
"It's amazing how you can keep so much bottled up inside of you and walk around and no one has any idea."

[68]
"If you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody then you'll always find them, and I guess at one point, you should just let go and give your heart what it deserves."

[69]
"I guess your too busy noticing her to notice me noticing you."

[70]
"That's the point you don't need help; there's nothing to figure out here. Theres only what you feel."

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[1]
"Your words in my memory are like music to me. I'm miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground. I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms."

[2]
"I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad. your smile is gone. The cure is if you let in just a little more love. I promise you this, a little is enough."

[3]
"Everyone sees who I appear to be but only a few know the real me you only see what I choose to show, there's so much behind this smile. You just don't even know."

[4]
"There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone. not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go."

[5]
"Everyday I'm gonna get up and live, I'm going to breathe and smile, maybe one day I'll actually have a reason too."

[6]
"I know how it feels to be on the edge of your bed, your head buried in your hands, tears running down your face wishing everything would just end."

[7]
"When life gets you to the point where you could care less if you live or die and when the people you wish you could count on aren't there for you when you need them. The only one you could count on is yourself. Believe in yourself. That you could be better then all the people who let you down. Your life could be the most amazing thing to someone else. It's what you do with your life and who lives for your touch in the process; that makes you who you are, somewhere and somehow, someone is depending on you...so don't let them down the way you've been let down."

[8]
"I hate myself until I find somebody I would give my heart to, the first anybody."

[9]
"It's like writing every dream you've ever had on a foggy window and slowly watching it fade away.

[10]
"&& she'll never be okay, Even though she tries to be, It isn't possible. Every time she sees you her heart aches, Every time she makes a wish At 11:11 she tries to wish for something Different, but she always ends up Wishing for you. She gets dolled up With her makeup & every hair in place, Trying to be perfect even though she hopes you'll see her weaknesses. Even though you don't. She thinks about you every second of every day. Every dream she has is about you. She laughs it up with her best friend Pretending not to see you When she does. & most importantly She gives it her all everyday. She's crazy about you, And you'll never know it."

[20]
"Forget about it." Ever heard that phrase before? It's the phrase that holds no truth to it. How are we supposed to forget about it? Once it's in our mind, you just can't forget about it. You can try but you definitely won't succeed."